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Sunday, October 24, 2010 @ 4:06 PM

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH !

CHOI MINHOOOOOO ! -Faints-

HEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

Back from shooting our Music video ! Featuring ETR- Entourage .

Was totally awesome . And tiring of course .

Played at Seletar for last scene .

Planning to go back there with Kleio :P

Eheh .

LOL , currently chatting with Afiq .

And , yay ! My dad said it's okay to stay in Normal Technical next year .

Thinking of taking Architecture course in ITE.

Ending off here (:

Labels: You are the only exception .

Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 10:59 PM

Wazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzap ?!

LOL , eheh .

Boredom is killing me .

Yes .

Dad still won't talk to me

And I have no idea whether I'm allowed to do the Music Video tomorrow .

Pfft .

Well , currently chatting with Afiq and SMSing Fyqa (L)

Dance today , was , torture . Especially the stretching and warm ups

Practiced a few moves for SYF .

Gah .

My legs hurt though .

Damn you Mr Dandy . Hell you .

Shit you . But I LOVE YOUR SUPRAS :P

Kayh , done .

Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 6:15 PM

Heyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooozxc

Well , currently chatting with that awesome and prettaye girl up there ^^

Jyea , she's understandable and funny . Hahas , :D

Well , my Dad still won't talk to me .

Meh .

Well , I'm single .

Kayh , ending off here .

Saturday, October 16, 2010 @ 6:39 PM

FUCK MY LIFE .

TYVM.

Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 11:41 PM

Heyoooooooooooooooooo !

OMG , CHRIS WENT ONLINE !

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Almost cried though .

Chris Syafiq just sent you a nudge.
*
Ms Nixoleee says:
*OH MY GOSH
*]]:
Chris Syafiq says:
*Hi der
*How are u ?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Not really that fine .. D:
Chris Syafiq says:
*why so ??
Ms Nixoleee says:
*I miss you ):
Chris Syafiq says:
*me too ...
Ms Nixoleee says:
*):
Chris Syafiq says:
*(l)
Ms Nixoleee says:
**heart symbol*

*How's life there in Vietnam ?

Chris Syafiq says:
*:DD
*smile
*oh...
*boring
*and sad
*lonely
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Aww ..
*-sigh-
*]]:
Chris Syafiq says:
*;)
Ms Nixoleee says:
*OHGESSH .. I feel like breaking down
Chris Syafiq says:
*why ?
*dont !
*your tears are precious
*are like mermaid tears
*i cant bear you to cry because of my doings
*mermaids dont look pretty when they cry
Ms Nixoleee says:
*):
Chris Syafiq says:
*And , Mermaids i believe looks beautiful when that sad face turns upside down
Ms Nixoleee says:
*;;DD
Chris Syafiq says:
*My good girl :)
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Hehes -bites lips-
Chris Syafiq says:
*hows life ?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Stupid .. My phone's confiscated ..
Chris Syafiq says:
*for ?
*(fingers lips)
Ms Nixoleee says:
*I din't pick up my parents calls
*And it got confiscated
Chris Syafiq says:

*oh,why didnt you?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*It was in my bag .. And I was carrying something with both of my hands .. And wasen't able to pick up the phone
Chris Syafiq says:
*oh...why not explain to them?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*I tried ..
*But it didn't work
Chris Syafiq says:
*well...
*its okay...
Ms Nixoleee says:
*-sigh-
Chris Syafiq says:
*i told you to smile
*:)
Ms Nixoleee says:
*=DD
*Are you mad at me ? :/
Chris Syafiq says:
*for?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Going with Darwin ?
Chris Syafiq says:
*No,i know you have faith in me...i know he is only temporary...i know you love me..i cant juz let you go can i?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Nope .. :/
Chris Syafiq says:
*:)
*i knew you wouldnt
Ms Nixoleee says:
*I seriously didn't know what went in my mind ..
Chris Syafiq says:
*is Dani mad with me?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*I don't think so .. Why ?
Chris Syafiq says:
*Because i left school without a good bye
*i didnt get to talk to her about it
*i think she is
*deep down
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Do you want me to ask her ?
Chris Syafiq says:
*brb
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Okay
*Welcome back ;;DD
Chris Fiqqboii says:
*yeah
*you dont love me anymore ?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Oh nno , it's not refering to you .
Chris Fiqqboii says:
*then?
Ms Nixoleee says:
*D
Chris Fiqqboii says:
*oh...
Chris Fiqqboii says:
*i gtg
*sry
*byez
Ms Nixoleee says:
*ohk
Chris Fiqqboii says:
*love you
Ms Nixoleee says:
*Byeeeeeeee
*I love you too
*(:

@ 3:19 PM

Heyloooooooo

What's about the previous post ?

Yea , you know .

-Sigh-

I'm stuck in the moment . Yes , I am .

Totally have to idea what to do now .

I think my mom knows about me and Darwin .

And she's telling me to End it off before my dad finds out .

-Sigh-

And yes , I'm ending it off .

I'm sorry .

Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 4:39 PM

You left and now , everything's in a mess in a total mess.I've tried to hold back this tears.But my heart's telling me to release the pain.Each teardrop holds a lot of pain. I'm trying to move on,I'm with a guy now.Whenever I say the 3 words to him , all I imagine is that I'm actually saying it to you.I'm here alone in my room, with the door locked with a blade on my other hand;Thinking whether should I end my life here .If I could have 3 wishes , I would rather ask for 1Cos happiness can't really buy anything .I would love to fly to Vietnam.But the only thing that is stopping me is my parents.I've stayed up till 3am to watch the stars twinkleEach twinkle of the stars consist my heart beating for you.

Labels: I'm slowly letting go .