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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 5:55 PM

Hey you , you , you and.. YOU !
Heyloooooooooooooooooo !
So sorry for not posting .
Long story
Too much words to explain
Well , guess what ?
Guess what ?
I ♥ Chris Syafiq :D
Heh . Random .
Well , didn't really enjoyed dance yesterday .
Alot of changes . Gonna reherse at the parade square this Friday .
Ahhh ! The sun !
Been thinking about Chris in the bus everytime . -Sigh-
Well , on the bright side , I found the very first convo I had with him :')
I feel guilty though
For talking kinda mean to him at first .
-cries-
Well , guess I'm ending off here for the day .
TOODLES ~

Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 3:46 PM

Huwheeeeeeeeeeee!
Heylooooooooooooo!
Well , currently chatting with Noora and listening to Pixie Lott's songs :D
Well , today woke up at 4 in the morning due to Dad's phone alarm WTF.
Fell asleep again and woke up at 7.30 and got ready for choir
Washed and dolled up
Head off to church
Practiced a few songs
Blah
OHEMGEEE ! <3 Liane's new hair :D
Blaaaahhh
Saw someone who looked like Chris 'Chris ? Heh ?! Oh nono .' D:
WHY DOES THE WORLD HATE MEEEEEEE ?!
-Sobs- DDDDDDDDD:
Well , I cried the other day
As I saw the very first convo I had with Chris
Oh my god , tears .
Well , done th day BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMZXC
-Kaye's/CS ♡

Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 7:11 PM

Ola mamitoosss! :D

So , today ?

Mama kinda fussy -.-

Didn't do anyt wrong -.- what's wrong my mom ?

Gawd

Well ,

currently chatting with Nathalie and Ili

And....

The Justin Bieber Look-a-like o.o

Yea, me & Ms Ili Huda added him

Didn't had the guts to talk to him

In the end , Ili forced me to talk to him and managed to talk to him ._.

________________________________________________________

Me
Hey , your from Our lady star of the sea ryts ?
6:43pmAaron
um ya
how you know
6:44pmMe
Kinda saw you mostly like every sunday.
6:44pmAaron
haha ok
6:44pmMe
I'm from the choir , so jyeah , can see you like most of the time Xd
6:45pmAaron
ok
this sunday i will see you
6:45pmMe
XD*
6:47pmMe
Oh , okays

_________________________________________________

Well , that's it , I guess

Haha (:

Well , currently webcaming with Ili

Done here for the day

P.S , I MISS CHRIS SYAFIQ ! ):

Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 5:15 PM

Yoes !

Well , today ?

I don't find anything fun or interesting today

Well , aside from dance ; I guess

Well , met Noora and the other 3 at the parade square to warm up the new dance steps to the sec 3's

Headed off to the foyer

Took our bags and number tags and headed off to the bus

Blah

Reached Mandai Hill Camp and settled down

Blah

Pei Hwa Sec dancers got stuck in the middle of the road -.-

What the hell , I guess

Did the whole dance moves

Blah

Headed off to the parade square and it ended up raining -.-

Well , no choice but to head to the ... The .. Uhh .. Okay , I don't know what the hell is it called

Was distracted along the way by the Pei Hwa Sec dudes singing -.-

Couldn't help by shrug and laugh

Wanted to insult them by saying 'Nice voice dude ! XD'

Blah

Polished up a few moves

Went back to the hall

Had our water break

Stood aside from the water section

Grabbed a few snacks given

Saw the Pei Hwa dude with his 3 (?) other friends standing like behind us ?

Couldn't remember

A few moments , one of the guys approached Shaziqa and told her that one of his friends wanted thinks he wants my number

I was like 'Heh ?'

And the dude ended up saying 'Aiyah neh mind.. Next time lah , need to practice dance moves'

Weird though

-sticks out tongue-

What's up with the dude ?

Gawd

Anyway , back to the subject

So , practiced the whole thing once again

Turned out quite pretty well , I guess O:

Headed off to the bus

And reached Orchid Park

And Headed off to Mac

Blah

Headed to the MRT station with Shaqiza

Done for today (:

Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 2:25 PM

Heyhoos!

So... Currently just browsing through conversations in MSN

Well , was just reading one of it .

The conversation whereas Noora and Chris had like the last Wednesday ?

Was suppose to stay all night ; all daddy's fault for turning the modem connection off -.-

Whereas Chris went online -.- grrr

So.. Shall share it here (:

Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says
Hello
~JustinZeelah~ says
HEY
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says
Kayelean not online!!!
HOWWWW??!?!?
~JustinZeelah~ says
KAYELEAN JUST OFF9!!!
you miss it
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says
crious ?
~JustinZeelah~ says
ya
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:11 PM):
omg....
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:11 PM):
so how are you???
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:11 PM):
Ouch...
Feeling not so awesome after not so awesomely talking to her
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:12 PM):
call her ?
please call her
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:12 PM):
Okay
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:13 PM):
im so sorry...
I hate myself
her blog is so full of me....
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:14 PM):
u want me to message her
???
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:14 PM):
please do...
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says
and shes scolding me
bcos im too late
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:15 PM):
no she's not scolding u
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:16 PM):
i miss her ...
i want her
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:17 PM):
i need her
oh shit
im pouring my cravings to you
._.
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:17 PM):
lol
im otp with kayelean
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:18 PM):
otp ?
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:18 PM):
on the phone
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:18 PM):
oh...Online please ?
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:18 PM):
she can't
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:26 PM):
ehh
uhm...
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:26 PM):
???
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:26 PM):
i wanna talk to her personally but
I feel weird having an interpreter
.__.
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:27 PM):
eh you want her number?
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:27 PM):
i cant
...
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:27 PM):
y?
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:27 PM):
Dad took my phone
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:27 PM):
ouh
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:27 PM):
" no more contacts from Singapore "
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:27 PM):
y?
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:27 PM):
He dont want me to tell them
GRR.
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:28 PM):
ouh
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:29 PM):
she miss you
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:29 PM):
my composed song is left there in singapore...Was supposed to give her before I go but she was grounded
darn...
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:31 PM):
ok...
What is she doing ?
is she fine?
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:31 PM):
ya
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:31 PM):
is she alright ?
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:31 PM):
she say that she miss you ALOT!
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:32 PM):
but dont be sad....
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:32 PM):
I miss you . I want you , I NEED you , infact I LOVE YOU. -To me uhh! Not Noora! LOL XD
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:33 PM):
i WANT talk to her....
tomorrow
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:33 PM):
ya
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:34 PM):
she say that she will be on9 2moro
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:34 PM):
*mahal kita , ikaw ang araw ng gabi . ikaw ang ilaw sa dilim . [If you're able to pronounce tell her that]
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:34 PM):
means?
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:34 PM):
oh ...hahah , you cant pronounce
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:35 PM):
i can text her...
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:35 PM):
please do
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:35 PM):
but what's the meaning...
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:36 PM):
she'll know (:
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:36 PM):
ok
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:36 PM):
thanks (:
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:38 PM):
Kayes number ? If I can have it ?
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:39 PM):
okay waait
kayelean:824____
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:41 PM):
save already?
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:42 PM):
yeah
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:43 PM):
happy?
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:44 PM):
YEA (:
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:44 PM):
lol glad you are happy
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:45 PM):
im delighted you are glad im happy
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:46 PM):
of couse i do bcos you are my friend
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:47 PM):
YAY (:
im happy now.
is she ?
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:47 PM):
YEA VERY HYPER!!!
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:48 PM):
keep shouting on my ears...
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:50 PM):
hahah what is she shouting'
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:51 PM):
she keep shouting ''AHHH!!!!!NOORAA IM SO HAPPYYYY
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:52 PM):
well glad she is
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:52 PM):
LOL
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:56 PM):
(: i gotta go
Dads coming hom e -.-
~JustinZeelah~ says (11:56 PM):
ouh bye
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says (11:56 PM):
good night
Chris syafiq ; I wish to be yours but I'm leaving ): says(11.56 PM):
byeeeeeeeeeeeee

_______________________________________________

Sweeeet aite ?

No ? Find a bridge and jump down cos I won't effing care :P

I seriously miss Chris ):

I just needa wait

I've just been thinking and I should be the one migrating

Not Chris

I don't know why but I seriously think so

-sigh-

Well , I guess I should end here (:

T-A-T-A ~ !

Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ 2:53 PM

Waddup readers !

Sorry for not posting

Have been using Tumblr lately

Having muscle cramp

Due to yesterday's Student Council Camp

Ahh

Didn't really enjoyed the day

But , Loved the night activities

Had loads of fun

Something like camp fire

Went around shake hands with other student councilors :D

Had loads of superb fun

Went off to Mac with Akash and Meow Shann

Headed off and reached home around 9.45pm

Blah

Use lappy for awhile

Talked to Nathalie

And Sent Chris an email O:

Hope he replies ; If he can

And included my feelings for him O:

-sigh-

Well , off to some kiddy birthday party now.

Grr..

Toddles ~

Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 3:37 PM

Heyoos!
Well , I'm feeling kinda better ; yet still abit moody

Couldn't sleep well last night

Tossed and turn , no use

And ended up crying

Well , Chris MIGHT be migrating only .

HE WILL NOT MIGRATE

I'm telling yuh , he ain't gonna migrate to Vietnam

-cries-

If I blow out my candles and turn 13 next month , I'll make a wish that I'm alright and I ♥ yuh

I'll take of myself to let you know I'm in safe hands by my friends and family

Chris , just at least go online once .

I really miss yuh ; -cries-

Tuesday, June 8, 2010 @ 3:10 PM

-In heavy tears-

If you wanna know why

Read the convo:

мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*omg !!
*KAYELEAAAN
*i needa say sth...
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*?
*hm?
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*he told you alr ..that he's dad is a bsiness person ?
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*uhh.. Nope
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*h told me he did...
*ermm...
*theres a possibility
*he's .....
*gonna....
*y'know...):
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*stay there?
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*migrateee.
*ITS SO UNFAIR D:
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*WHAT!?
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*im so sad
*like BOOOM.
*he doesnt wanna tell you ...coz he'll feel hurt too
*i miss him...
*D:
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*oh my
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*he told me ...he love you
*but...its always migrating
*hes angry with hes papa now.
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*))':
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*hes dad said that iit was their last move
*he was seriously angry and sad
*mixture
*dont worry im sad too...
*you havent saw him yet D:
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*gawsh
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*thats worse
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*-in tears-
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
** cyber hugg *
*like i was crying when he called me
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*that is why i effing hate holidays
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*goodbyes
*ohh
*i hate goodbes
*byes *
*im sorry...
*yo had to go through this/
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*gaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why the fcuk must this happen?!
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*i dont know too...
*O:
*this sucks
*ttc /
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*my birthday's next month and he's not here in Singapore
*wtf
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*...
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*gaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*omg...
*im so
кāчэ'ѕ♥ says:
*-in heavy tears-
мѕ ѕσ∂α ; ɐpos sɯ says:
*sorry my dear

-GAHHHHHH

Why?!

Why in the hell earth must Chris migrate?!

I didn't even have the chance to express my feelings to him

The only guy whom I didn't met and admires me -cries-

If only he has the chance to at least a last sweet and meaning full goodbye

With 3 words, 8 letters and 1 very meaning sentence ; I love you

Haish

I don't know what to feel now

Well, thanks to Afiqah, Meow Shann, Ili, Mariah and Noora for cheering me up

I wanna carve your name on a pebble or stone and keep it till I die

Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 7:27 PM

Heyloo

Just finished watching 'KANE IN SEE NO EVIL'

Gory movie

-shudders-

Said alot of vulgars while chatting with Noora :D

Blahh

Went for dance

Blah

Stella gave me Mars chocolate bar from The UK :P

Yummy

Currently chatting with Nathalie, Meow Shann and Noora

I wanna go to Universal Studios!

INSIDE

Not the outside

Like how it happened when I went there with my relatives -.-

We ended up in Sentosa

-.-

Nice ryt? I know

Shut up :P

Well , imma end here

Bye ya'll

-Kaye's / CS <33

Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ 11:02 PM

Heylooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I, KAYELEAN NICOLE DELOS REYES

WANTS

TO HAVE

BANGS!

NOW

Okkieh, Byeeee!

P.S, I MISS CHRIS SYAFIQ LIKE WHAT THE HELL MANZXC?!

Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 10:20 AM

Both cute riiiiight? XD I love both of them lah.. Even though me and the one on the left are not together, I have feelings for him :D

Waddduuppp!
Okay, to be honest, I H-A-T-E Leica , my cousin
I mean, She fights with Kleio and therefore blames Kleio for doing stuff to her
I'm like, wtf , it isn't Kleio's fault
The main fcuking words that basically comes out from her mouth is 'ATE, KLEIO IS MAD AT ME'
I just feel like shouting back at her saying 'JUST SHUT THE FCUKING UP'
Gawd

Tralalalalala

Tatay! I want high-cut Converse Shoes and Supra sneakers can?

THOSE SHOES ARE AWESOME

Okkieh, done for eh day :D

Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 5:13 PM

Heyloooo Suckas ; K-I-D-D-I-N-G! :D

Back from watching Shrek ; it was A-W-E-S-H-O-M-E-E-E-E-E! :D

Soo.. Basically, met Akash, Darwin and Noora at Northpoint

Blah

Headed off to TimeZone for awhile

And headed off to the MRT Station

Blah

Off to Timezone forawhile

Saw Hafizah

Off to Cathay (?)

And bought Tickets for Shrek

Thanks to Noora for almost losing the ticket -.-

Found it in her pocket -.-

Bought Nachos :P

Thanks to Noora for buying Today's combo ; I <3>

Blah

Watched

My bladder wanted to burst XD

Asked Noora to accompany me to the restroom

Ran back

Blah

After the movie

Went to the Woodlands Library for awhile

Blah

Lazy to elaborate the ressstt

Blah

Okkiehhhh, done here for the day

I MISS CHRIS SYAFIQ LAAHHHH!