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Wednesday, August 10, 2011 @ 9:49 AM
HAI.

So.. HAAAAI.

Yeaaaah, i iz back for a moment. HEHUHEHU.

I'll be updating something that I'll probably never forget this year.

So..

8th July, YEAAAAAH. I'M 14 BAYBEH.

Went to School alone, since Stella, Noora and Akash told me to meet them at school.

Reached school around 6.45

Found a table to sit. #FOREVERALONE.

Haziq came

Saw him coming thru my way

'Chey, birthday girl sey.'

HEHE

Dad called.

Talked to Haziq while waiting for them

Took his phone while he took my iPod.

Stella came and went up to class together.

Got a few birthday wishes.

YAAAAY.

TRALALA

Ms Su came in for relief

Watched a movie

Fell asleep

Felt Haziq playing with my eyelashes , dafack, i know.

Woke up

Went to meet Gandeep and the rest.

Thanks for singing me a birthday song , horrified looks from everyone LOL :B

Went to Mac for lunch since Haziq went for his prayers

Told him that i'll meet him at Seletar

Left mac

#FOREVERALONEONCEAGAIN

Waited..

'Alone ah?'

Me : NONO, I GOT MY IMAGINARY FRIEND WITH ME.

Talked..

Then came a bunch of hoes.

Went somewhere else where we were alone

Watched the clouds with his arms around me

With eyes locked into each other

Kisses on my head

Completely alone, like everything around us disappeared

Time slowed down

Watching birds go by and hearing the water splash

Slowly walked to the bus stop as I had to go home ASAP

Rested my head on his shoulder

As he fell asleep -EH, HE LOOKS CUTE SLEEPING, K.

Reached my block, hugged and kissed goodbye

Me : Thanks for today, I love you -kisses on the cheek-

H : You're welcome, anything for you ;)

Me : Go home and take some rest, okay. Byee (:

H : Ehh, wait, you haven't got your birthday gift from me -pulls me back and kisses on the lips-

Me : -Smiles and kisses back on the cheek- I love you :')

H : I love you too, happy birthday once, ms ninja.

Went up with a smile on my face.

Thanked him a few more times over the phone.

Well, so yeah. I probably won't forget this birthday.

On the other side, there's no more us anymore.

All I can say is, I still love you, Haziq. I still do. <3

Sunday, May 15, 2011 @ 2:12 PM

HEYLOOOOO PEPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

GUESS WHOSE BACK .

MAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Miss me ? Of course you do . HAHAHAHA .

Been centuries since I last posted .

Anyway , I won't be really active in Blogger . I've moved to tumblr ;

bloodshot-wishes.tumblr.com

So yeah , just a little peep here to blogger .

Kayh , ending off here .

ANNYEONG !

Monday, December 6, 2010 @ 4:57 PM

HE ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK !

ZOMG . FKEDMVFKPMV,CRFJNUTEARLMDF CQEPL;FM, VJDFM VK,EDJM FD F D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kayh , done . :D

Saturday, November 27, 2010 @ 9:11 PM

"Kiss me on the sidewalk , Take away the pain"

Heyaaaaaaa <:

Currently listening to Sparks fly by Taylor Swift ^^

Auditions ? Didn't get in ):

Well , at least I tried my best though .

CONGRATS TO STARRESECONDS AND ENTOURAGE FOR GETTING IN ! <:

Waiting for Mom , Kleio and Tatay to get home from ION ,

Mom told me she'll get me the purple high-cut ; HEAVEN YES!

Few days back ,

Had a sleepover at Nathalie's crib .

Ate Seoul Garden , spent $98.80 x_x

But , we had loads of fun though :D

Zhi Xuan fell sick ):

Yea , stayed up till 6am <:

Watched Angus Thongs And Perfect Snogging

Ate Chicken Pie and Drank Coffee to keep us awake

Had a loads of laughters with Sharmaine <:

Well , guess , I'm ending off here ^^

Labels: Take away the pain .

Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 3:13 PM

HelloHello <:

Currently listening to Bruno Mars songs <:

Guessing that Mom and my grandma had a fight o-o

Don't really wanna elaborate about it .

-Sigh-

About Chris , these nights , I've been crying myself to sleep

I told myself to save up those tears but it's no use.

I wrote a letter for him though , the problem is , I don't have his address there in Vietnam

If I can't get it , I'll write the letter here then ;

Dear Chris ,

Hi There . I know you're still mad at me .

Well , I'm here to say , I'm sorry. I've apologized to Darwin and no , we did not patch back

as I don't want to be in any relationship at/in this instant. I'm not going to forcing you to forgive me.

Chris , I know you're a kind hearted guy, the one who will write songs for a special girl and say the sweetest things to her;

even though she's far apart . I wish you'll find a better girl than me there in Vietnam. The one who won't lose faith in you

and will love you with all your heart. I think it's best that you give the song you wrote for me to another girl :)

Don't break her heart as a girl's heart is never easy to mend it back to it's perfect shape. Give her as much love as you can.

Don't worry about me here in Singapore . I'm fine :) And I just want to say this before I end this letter :

Kahit ano pa man , ikaw lang ang magnanatili dito sa akin puso kahit may iba na akong mahal.

Mahal na mahal kita.

Love,

Kayelean

Well , that's all of it

Ending of here

Labels: Grenade

Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 5:35 PM

HELLOHELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <:

Sorry for not updating .

Lazy <:

Nowadays , things have been going quite well .

Might be heading off to Sentosa with R.C.S.N.D and the double A's this Friday

Kayh , done here .

Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @ 3:33 PM

Heyooooooooo

Sorry for not posting , lazy much :D

Well , these few days ?

Something happened between me and Chris .

Gah .

Don't really wanna talk about it .

Having a hard time to forget about it .

Currently listening to music and chatting with Fyqa ^^

Kayh , ending off here (: